You’re my teacher , I’m your student . We click . We end .

“Phew…..… I’m so tired” I said to myself….just after my biology , chemistry , Addmath , Physics and other torturing classes . i was so tired , i was actually crawling out from the class . I guess this is the life I need to live , just another few more weeks ….SPM is around the corner….
I can’t believe I’m so hardworking , I just can’t believe I’m walking towards that class…That extra biology class…
Hmmm… …this tall guy is our teacher…Well he sure seems young .. …can he really teach..?

Well…I guess what he teach really helps…..cause as far as i am concern….all the classes that he conducted . you’ll see my face there . But the reason for me attending his class was never the same anymore . I just wanted to see you i guess. I Attend your biology and chemistry classes every Friday and Saturday . You like me ,I like you . . I’ll ask you lots of question about biology and chemistry because I don’t understand . You sat beside me and teach and explain and yade~yade~yada….
I ask your number , you give . I was excited , you were happy .
We sms-ed lots and lots . we were in loved . Even before getting to know each other's names. Even before taking down your number onto my little pink glittered hand phone . The chemistry was just there , between us , just us . We didn’t hold back , but you have second thoughts , about us . We talk , and decided to continue on . what we got to lose right ? You were all so lovely to me for the first three weeks . Then , you changed , just like how a girl would changed her clothes until she finds the one she would wear it to the cocktail party . You din’t reply me anymore , you don pick up my calls .For all the love and care I gave you , you gave me more cold shoulder and accuse me things that I don’t ever deserve . Aren’t you happy with me ? All of this sudden changed hurt me till the guts . And I knew . it was your clerk , they disagree with us being together . But hey , why can’t you have your own opinion ? People who don’t even try and persevere , is that you ? And you can say I am to young to understand . Yes I m young but I was never the childish type . You yourself either is not a mature person . Instead a very childish one who doesn’t even have his own opinion . why are you influenced by their sayings and thoughts ? Is this even your life ? Why would you ever wanna pleased them ? This love is difficult but you know is real . It is made up of true feelings and tears .

You are truly insane for accusing me of someone I’m not .
Have u ever though I’ m just a girl .For god sick , I’m made out of flesh and blood .
I bet you didn’t know I cry ever night until my sister have to pampered me to sleep . I always tell myself you were too busy , just too busy , nothing is wrong between us . But this lie doesn’t work anymore , instead I find a hole in my empty heart .

You knew , wanted and plan to dumped me after my SPM ……
I was so naïve that I didn’t even notice that your cold shoulders was because that you knew you were gonna leave me . So let me guess , why waste my time on her right ?
You were playing around , I was settling down .
You were free bond ,
My care for u is something ……something you will never understand .
I was madly in loved with you , you don seems to give a damn ,you gave me your always so cool shoulders .
Off you phone , not replying me is was u did the best .
No “I love u I miss you” u will send to me .
You’re the monster who stole my heart and tear it into a million pieces .
you tell me lies about being there for me , you said you will protect me from my phobia of darkness even knowing that you wanna dumped me , but you said it anyway . If so , why you have to say it ?

All I know is I treat you well with love and care , something you will never give me , it was like so hard for to even type "i love you" , even though it was just a lie , i am happy . I will tolerate you , accept the things you said about me , even if it hurts a lot . There is no other reason , just one , because I love you , and truly believe in this love .

You didn’t get to say lets be friends , cause I said it first . To tell you the truth , I didn’t wanna leave you . I was just trying to know what you have in your mind . And……….of course , like what I expected , You actually wanted to break my heart after my SPM . You said you feel sorry . That’s the only thing you can say anyway . I’m okay even though if there are times that our opinion doesn't meet at the right track , but I didn’t know you can't handle that . “Lets be friends” was never the thing I wanted to tell you , cause you are actually the one who wanna break up , I’m just helping you to do that..... so things wouldn't get too ugly , though I feel like killing myself . So , i guess you owe me a " thank you " right?


Well at least you get what you want and your happy with the dicision you made .Till then , i have nothing to say about you .

As i am writing this now......how i wish the blood flowing through my artery , capillary and finally veins is a mixed of Baba-Nyonya.......

I went to this christian camp in mellacaa and lucky me , all of the members got a chance to visit a ACTUAL Baba-Nyonya house on the very last day on the camp .The road to there was like lOOOOOOOOOOOOooooong...But hey , to get something good and new experience we must sacrifice right....''No pain no gain '' Time pass ,pass and pass......finally the car stopped ....yup we're here !!!!seriously my journey was so long , i almost dozzed off .

O my goodness......did u know that the house was like huge!!!!!! Nine cars was able to park inside the garden and yet still having plenty of space.....okok....talking about the house , the garden was wonderful......it was like enchantered !!!!!!All you can see is greenish grass and colourful flowers everywhere ......

Inside the house .....was really cool as its design and all are vintage ...

The walls are mostly half wood and ''real wall "..(if u get wat i mean.)

But the coolest thing among all is of couse we got the chance to eat

HOMEMADE ORIGINAL BABA-NYONYA CURRY NOODLES !!!!!!! >_<

EQUATION OF This best ever "tongue burning" dishes :

hot spicy sour soup + springy mee hun + Potato +bean sprouts + fish cake + eggs + many types of vegetables (3 , if i was not mistaken )

=====NYAM NYAM=======